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| | febuary 25, homeschool formal, it was cool, i met a few people there, next day sno-core tour, with chevelle, crossfade, and strata (only bands worth mentioning) that was AWESOME! and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh, oh yea, that wednesday, i climbed out my window and ran down the street, and had my mom and sis freak out on me, the only thing my dad said ( i will forever get the biggest kick out of that night) was "were there no doors availible?" oh man, gota love my dad! seriously , i'm not being sarcastic. and then there was youth convention that weekend, that too was awesome, and um, nothing really happened since then exept Faith is now 15! and Mark is 16! happy birthday guys! i love you!!!<3 | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | straylight run- exitentialism on prom night | | Subject: | pooooooo | | Time: | 08:59 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/okay.gif) apathetic |
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| | i've got alot to say, but i'm too lazy to say it, maby i'll post someother time | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| life is too confusing to ever be worth living
so i'll take this knife to my wrist
and pray that everything stops spinning
but no matter how hard i try
to make wrong right, i'll never succeed
not in anything, not while i'm living
living, with you in me
all i do is hurt the people i love
i try to stop, to no avail
so just stay away from me
and let me live without love
i pray to god that you didn't love me
i pray to god that i didn't love you
but because we do, i'm bound to hurt you
i don't want to hurt you
i don't want to hurt you
but i know i will...
ily... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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You Are 24 Years Old |
24
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Your Love Number is |
2
Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.
Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.
At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.
As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced. |
You Are A Romantic Realist |
You are more romantic than 40% of the population.
You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends! |
You Should Try Ice Climbing |
Cold, challenging, and downright scary
And there's no way the snow is breaking your fall
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| | Current Music: | Story of the Year - Razorblades | | Time: | 04:40 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/thoughtful.gif) contemplative |
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| saturday i went to billys "get together" my butt it was a get together! it was a birthday party and he didn't even tell me! ugh, but it was fun, i watched everyone play halo and die, and scream, and laugh, it was funny. jake told me that my laugh sounds like "a pig just got speared" ::shakes head:: that WAS really funny! beth wasn't there, and in someways i missed her cuz we have a lot of fun hanging out with our mutual friends together, but at the same time the demon on my shoulder had an evil grin on it's face the hole time saying "Hahaha, that's what she gets for not bringing us monday night. She's stuck at home doing school while your out with our friends having a blast! Hehehehehe" ok yea, i'm weird, but sometimes it really does seem like i have an angel on one shoulder and a demon on the other... kinda weird but, whatever. sunday was wellllll, idk, SUNDAY . monday i was really hyper cuz ben and billy were gonna come to ST, and i had, had coffee, so coffee+hyper= jitters. so that was weird,but w/e it happens all the time. then beths friends came over and they were all SUPER SWEET, i mean OMG they were sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice! and then i left for ST, got there hung out with some people in line for a while, KC and Steve. they were cool. then i went in got my skates on and started talking to kate once she got there. then we skated around girl talking, until we saw billy & ben waiting in line. and you know, blah blah blah. but it was alot of fun. and kate brought cake(don't ask why) but it was really good! yum yum! lol. o yea, both ben and billy smelt really really good! obviously ben more then billy but that's just my because of my personal preference for cologne :-D oh yea, and mark remembered billy, which we all thought was really cool,lol. and then we went to wendys, the line was long, as usual after ST, but there was like no one working there so it took like 30-45 min. just to get through the line. but we had fun goofing off, even if it was weird with my dad standing right there, but he's always so awesome around our friends. no wonder they think my dad's awesome, and i finally figured out where i get my two faceness from my father! it's alllll him! omg! it's not even funny! :: shakes head:: whatever, i can't change myself, never mind other people.
LYL<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | nevertheless- these four walls | | Time: | 07:37 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_girl/angry.gif) angry |
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| | can you say, completely awful day! i mean basicly every thing that could go wrong, did go wrong, and JUST to put me over the edge beth went over the schucknechts house, i was invited but beth didn't want me to go unless billy went, billy didn't go, he didn't get his school done, so i sat up in my room really upset, talking to myself(literally) trying to tell myself that i had no reason to be upset, but i wasn't listening! and great, now i'm crying, i hate myself, bethany can go over her "friends" house without me, she was having a bad day too she deserved to go. i'm a bitch, i need to get out of bitchy mode, i've been in it since the new year began, just a total horny bitch. i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself i hate myself, i hate myself!! i think i've made my point. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Straylight Run- Existentialism On Prom Night | | Time: | 02:59 pm | | Current Mood: | ditzy |
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| | i saw boogieman, it was jumpy, and i was pathetic about it as usual,::shakes head:: i was stuttering hestericly all night, some kid face planted right in front of us and ben just laughed at him, and the kid was RIGHT IN FRONT OF US! ben, you're mean, but i love you anyway. faith was making fun of me cuz i said something wrong, i said that "my cheeks(on my face, mind you) clap" and my hands were on my face, she ripped my hands off and said, "ok let's see your cheeks clap." and both of them started laughing hestericly[you'd have to have been there we were all hyper and i was like REALLY H3]. faith, you're mean, but i love you anyway. umm... nate by acedently called me babe when i texted him, he thought i was bethany, it was reaaally funny. and last night he was reeeeeeally quite soo. nate, you're quiet, but i love you anyway. i've been in a very lovey mood lately, i've been nice to people i can't stand, and things worked out for the better. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaa, let me think of something else to say............... faith and i stayed up till 5 last night, that was fun, we talked until there was nothing left to talk about, i didn't think that was possible!!!! i scared myself, then we did our nails and ate sour watermelons, and gummy bears and reeses peices, until i felt icky. then we listened to music, and then we slept for a little while, then we woke up and got ready for church, we went to church, decorated her cd player with sharpies(ILOVESHARPIES!) went to service, and i fell asleep(not like totally asleep, but that sleep when you're awake, and you can still hear and pay attention to everything, even though your asleep...weird) and then we had to go home, but i didn't want faith to leave! I LOVE YOU FAITHY!!!! and no, i'm not gay. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, ben and faith got along the way i hoped they would, and i sooooooooooooooo have to bring her to youth,THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! and I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!! HUGS!!! <3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
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You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need.
~*~*~*~*~UNIQUE~*~*~*~*~
You are different. You're the type of person that
is easily spotted in a crowd. You have a
radiant personality. You probably go through a
lot of mood swings from happy to lonely, angry
to sad, loving to spiteful, and so on. People like to be around
you because you are genuine and relaxed. You give off
that "what you see is what you get"
vibe. That's a good thing because your general
audience will feel relaxed and at ease knowing
that they too can be themselves with out having
to worry. Try not to judge others on their
appearance. It's not nice. Over all you're a
spirited person who enjoys having a good time
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
you are laid back
and also dream alot.
You are Sweet
You are a very caring
person. You are willing to help anyone that has
troubles, that's what everyone loves about you.
People come to you for reassurance, especially
in times of trouble or need. You are a simple
person too, down to earth, and as long as
you're happy. You love many, and you are loved by
many | | comments: Leave a comment |
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Your Evanescence song is >>>> no actually it is for
Linkin Park >>>> Somewhere I belong
you are like the evil fairy, full of power, she
tends to use that power to destruct. But I know
that she can help our world be a better place,
with her strong will! She should use power
wisely, all this destroying saddness and
discomfort won't get her anywhere. These are
the main traits of the evil fairy. can you
relate to some of them? You probably can,
because that is what this quiz is for!
You are a summer. You are a time bomb of fun. You
just wait for your moment to burst and let your
hyperness shine. You are very energetic and
people know that you are hard to get mad
because you are having too much fun to really
care. You are a social butterfly and you love
to talk and meet new people. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| You're a Klever Kisser</b>
46 and 60: You're a Klever Kisser! A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You have an awesome amount of passion and heat flowing through your body when you kiss. You do not take kissing lightly, and tend to hope it will lead to more touching and sharing. Overall you are certainly the most sexy of the kissing styles, and you definitely keep the car windows fogged. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:21 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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WereLeopard
You are a wereleopard. Very sensual and intense - dramatic even. You're fast, agile, graceful, strong, and you have kickass eyes. Very touch oriented - you need constant contact with other warm cozy people to be at peace. Playfull and furry no one will complain when you want a cuddle - or a little more. Okay or maybe even a lot more... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 08:01 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| h0w t0 get t0 a girls heart:*
1. Hug her fr0m behind
2. Grab her hand when y0u walk next t0 each 0ther.
3. When y0u âre just standing ar0und, wrap y0ur arms ar0und her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don f0rce her t0 d0 anything she w0uldnt wanna d0.
6. Write her cute little n0tes.
7. When y0u hug her, h0ld her in y0ur arms as l0ng as p0ssible.
8. Say I l0ve y0u and mean it.
9.kiss her every chance u get
10.let her where ur jacket when shes cold
that's all true but what my ultimit weakness's are: 1,3,4,7,9
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Top Ten Things Girls Like About Guys:
1) The way they try to act so tough.
2) How they write girls letters.
3) The way they smell.
4) How they feel so safe in their arms.
5) When they aren't afraid to admit things.
6) The way they say,"I love you.''
7) The way they go shopping with you.
8) When they call you to make you feel better.
9) When they bring you something when your feeling down.
10) How they always seem to want to love you!!
the ones that REALLY get to me are 3 and 4!
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*~*~*~*~*~*~*22 thingz the perfect guy would do*~*~*~*~*~*~*
1)Know how to make you smile when you are down
2)Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
3)Stick up for you, but still respect your independence
4)Be so wrapped up in everything else, but still have time for you
5)Fit his arms firmly around you
6)Hint that he wants to kiss you
7)His hands always find yours
8)Be cute when he really wants something
9)Never run out of new games to play
10)Never run out of good jokes
11)Never run out of love
12)Be funny, but know when to be serious
13)REALIZE he’s being funny when he needs to be serious
14)Be patient when you take forever to get ready
15)React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts
16)Smile
17)Kiss you
18)Act like Mr. Big (not to point where you are annoyed, just little enough to make it cute)
19)Apologize for acting like Mr. Big
20)Blast the music when he picks up the phone
21)turn it off when he realizes that it’s you on the phone
22)Hug you on a bad day and the clouds seem to lift.
all of the above i totally completely agree with! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| ok, so in my last post we got some guy2guy action, so here's some girl2girl, wooohooooooooo!
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| | Time: | 04:55 pm | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| Take the quiz: "what color rose does you soul have*PICS*"
The blue rose
you are the blue rose you hate life and are tred of being hurt by people and cutting is just a way to let it all out so you dont have to feel it any more well try to hang in there
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?"
Tortured
You aren't sure how to feel, and this leaves you constantly in distress about what you do and who you are. You are tortured in the fact you can't run OR hide.
Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Fairy Are You"
Your A Mysterous Fairy
Your a mysterous fairy who doesnt like to be seen by humans, You like to lurk in the shadows with your cape or black dress, but you are sometimes doing bad things too.
Take the quiz: "what is your lifes eye color and emotion *with pics*"
aqua and confused
you lifes eye color is aqua and you life is confused because it has had many hard times but its not sure it wants to give up the fight just yet | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Take the quiz: "What kind of underwear are you?"
Thong!
You are a cute, sexy girl. You know what you want and you like chilling out and having a good time.
Take the quiz: "What your true flirt device is?"
Hug Him!
You can be cute, and go up and hug him.
Take the quiz: "How Sweet Are You?"
Lovable Sweet
Your jus a lovable person. Your sweetheart adores you to pieces and doesnt want you to stop treting him like the king they are. You know the right amont of sweetness to give, and now the right time to surprise your hunnie. Don't stop doing what your doing because they would be broken if you did.
Take the quiz: "What type of person are you? GIRLS ONLY"
Pretty Pal
U are very pretty and love being with boys but most inportant 2 u is ya family and friends! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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